Day 1:
I’m so proud to be here, for my country and with my country! I will do my best to succeed in my work and follow orders at all times, making sure no-one stands in my path and to make sure that we win in victorious. My family are safe in their homes, I am doing this for them! I have to do this! I have to!
Day 2
I have killed an innocent man… he was on the floor pleading for help, or what I thought he was doing. He had no arm and was heavily bleeding, I knew it wasn’t someone that I know, so out of shock I shot him… just there on the spot. Shot him. What have I become, a murderer? for what? what do I earn out of this? why can’t there be peace in the world? Why can’t everyone just get along with each other?
Day 3
The trenches are giving me a hard time, having to stay awake most of the time, no showers, baths and no soap… The floor is wet and it’s a challenge just to walk around, this is not a nice place to live in, but for how long would I be here for? maybe days, or years. who knows? or hours… minutes… Even seconds. I can die right here right now or I can live until I’m 87 with a nice home and some popcorn watching tele with my friends. I shouldn’t of signed up to be here… should of stayed with my family
Day 4
I can’t cope! People dying next to me, people I know! People who I have ate with and travelled with. My friends, most of them dead. Why not me? why do I have to survive? I want my family! I don’t want to stay here by myself anymore! Please! Help! Get me out of this evil place…. At least my family are alright… right? oh no… the thought of it. they have to be alright. I did this for my family… to make them have a nice life not a terrible one… oh no what have I done…
Day 5
My family are reported dead… a bomb hit their house… why am I even writing this diary anymore? I should be shooting people and helping my friends… no, not anymore, I’m not a killer, I’m not going to stay here any longer. Rats everywhere, damp water on the walls, ants, insects, lice. This is torture, how can anyone volunteer to do this? No one knows how hard this is, the trench life… is not a life, its a death sentence!
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